So I made plans to see my ex-boyfriend this Sunday.
I have been writing and rewriting the letter I want to send him over and over again. I feel like I just can’t say what I would likely kindly and it’s killing me. I feel like I just get too hard and aggressive in my words because I am unhappy in the situation we are in. I don’t feel like I can properly give to him what he needs and I don’t feel like he can do the same for me. Sadly I really want to work something out with him to I an struggling to work something out between us that would work.
Sometimes I feel like we have reached the end of the line. We both want different things so maybe we can’t provide what we want and it’s just time to move on? I have no idea and since nobody made this easy to work on it just breaks my heart feeling lost and confused about a situation I can’t do much about. Hopefully the letter will shine some light on the issues.